Losing ControlI can't take it. I don't have the time. I don't have the energy.Losing Control
You know me-- I don't like admitting weakness. But I can't keep my guard up right now. I'm in over my head, and I can't see the way out.
I'd go to psych services-- but they don't have answers. Their "confidentiality" is a ruse- a promise they make and break on a whim. They would tell me to go see my psychiatrist, or refer me to an institution, if I told them what really goes on in my head.
And now what I'm doing to you, is what I hate other people doing to me. &nbs
That's Life Tears... falling Pain... surrounding Stress... aboundingThat's Life
You say it's "normal" that everyone passes through "this stage" If I'm so normal, why did you put me on pills? in therapy? through counseling?
Cuts... bleeding Hope... &n
No ReasonNo reason- I feel stretched... worn at the edges, But I shouldn't.No Reason
My life is good, no troubles, no worries, no drama.
But still- Why do I feel so tired? as if the world sucked all my life out. as if...
Oh, no...
Depression sets in, Fatigue takes over. Smiles disappear and... curled up in the corner of the room, I sob.
Don't worry for me Please.
I'll get over it soon &nbs
ForgivenessTrust. Honor. You once held these ideals close. But Now, in the heat of the moment, Can you regain my respect?Forgiveness
Rage. Anger. You feel righteous in these. And now, when the fires have cooled, Can you earn forgiveness?
Who among us has the right to judge, to declare war? When everything has settled, Whose banner do you think I'll fly? Death... of a relationship... Can you forgive yourself?
Broken memoryWhat the world gives I can’t describeBroken memory
For a person like me There is nothing to prescribe
I don’t know what I deserve I know that with every beat of my heart It prolongs the constant suffering
From end to start
In this letter of lament
I will write you
Of what is left of my being Far below without seeing Signed in cement
“Let every beat haunt Taunt you the echo of what used to be
Because all I have left is a broken memory”
~ayasha
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Death leaves a heartache no one can heal; Love leaves a memory that no one can steal
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~Ayasha
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All I want is for ONE GUY to show me that their not all THE SAME.
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